PROCRASTINATOR!

AHHHH!! I am so upset right now. I honestly feel like shit because of college. I am failing terribly and I didn't do anything about. I remember senior year of high school I told myself that I will do really well in college so I can transfer out of a city college within a year. BUT GUESS WHAT? instead of doing what I said I'll do, I'm slacking off and being lazy. I honestly HATE myself for being such a careless and irresponsible person. As of now I haven't passed ONE exam from ANY of my classes and literally I mean none . I don't understand why I didn't do anything about it since I knew exams are the most important. It's almost the end of the first semester and I regret it now? WHY am I so stupid. I told myself that I will be somebody one day and right now all I'm doing is ruining my future. I seriously hate myself. I feel like I let my family down. i promised my grandma that I will do good but all I did was LIE to her. THIS WILL BE A WAKE UP CALL FOR ME! I will take college seriously and not act like a child anymore.

SHINEE FIGHTING!

For those who know the Korean group SHINEE.. I am now a huge fan of their music. They honestly inspire me because they are around my age and so talented. Even though I don't understand their songs, I still love it. I feel like I'm 13 again, when backstreet boys and Nysnc were big. Many ask WHY KOREA? I honestly don't know. I just woke up one morning and said thought to myself "wow I want to be famous in Korea".. no joke that is what happened. The only thing is I need to learn Korean first.. and I know with my lazy ass that's not going to happen. My family and friends said to me "BUT your not Korean".. NO KIDDING! but I look like it and just as long as I know the language then I'm good to go. SO the purpose of this blog is let ALL OF YOU KNOW that one day it will happen.