PROCRASTINATOR!

AHHHH!! I am so upset right now. I honestly feel like shit because of college. I am failing terribly and I didn't do anything about. I remember senior year of high school I told myself that I will do really well in college so I can transfer out of a city college within a year. BUT GUESS WHAT? instead of doing what I said I'll do, I'm slacking off and being lazy. I honestly HATE myself for being such a careless and irresponsible person. As of now I haven't passed ONE exam from ANY of my classes and literally I mean none . I don't understand why I didn't do anything about it since I knew exams are the most important. It's almost the end of the first semester and I regret it now? WHY am I so stupid. I told myself that I will be somebody one day and right now all I'm doing is ruining my future. I seriously hate myself. I feel like I let my family down. i promised my grandma that I will do good but all I did was LIE to her. THIS WILL BE A WAKE UP CALL FOR ME! I will take college seriously and not act like a child anymore.